Norma, It seems like life has certainly been turned on it's head for you. I'm so sorry you are left to deal with all this. I think these two helpers will do your heart good. I hope your days get brighter and remember to keep your heart open. I know sometimes giving in to tears is just the way to go as long as you can have some smiles along the way too, it will keep getting better. I'm sure your mom and dad are together and are both hoping you can get past the sadness and smile at all the memories you've shared.Big Hugs to You and Kitty Kisses to Scrappy and Scruffy!